Is this what heaven feels like? When the blade cuts more than a few times,. Is this what hell feels like watching her make you smile while I cant tonight. You made my birthday wonderful and I well your birthday will be a day you want to forget. Im starting to believe my thoughts, I'm letting them consume me; i have no fight left to overcome this all. So while im still here smile and tell me you love me because for the next few days im gonna drink away the pain till you wake up one morning hearing about how I passed away. Than and only than will you realize that when I said I cant live without you I meant it...... #depression #noonestoblame #bathtub #bath #funnyfaces #nodog #ginger #givingup #solong #mymind #leavingitallbehind #cantstay #blessyou #findlove #holdon #forgethim #theonlyway #goodbye #hopeyouneverspeakofme #tiles #life #death #over #6feetunder #byebye by fox_wolf_lonelygirl666

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